I don't know what a normal life is anymore, and I can't pretend I do.
[ there's her openness and her honesty. she was more than happy, dead and reunited with her deceased family, but then murder games fucked that up. ]
... Dimitri asked me to go to Faerghus. [ he asked her to go a continent about to erupt into war. ] There is someone I would like to help, too, but he doesn't want to accept it.
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[ on account of being dead. ]
I wouldn't cheat my fate at home.
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Perhaps it's the universe's way of telling you to live peacefully. You don't need to fight for the rest of your life.
[ ... ]
Your time here excluded.
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... I suspect peace will take a while either way. Being pulled here, or where I go after...
[ she doesn't know what timeline he's from, but everything she's heard is fodlan can't avoid war. ]
But I don't mind.
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[ he shakes his head ]
Where are you headed? If not home?
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[ there's her openness and her honesty. she was more than happy, dead and reunited with her deceased family, but then murder games fucked that up. ]
... Dimitri asked me to go to Faerghus. [ he asked her to go a continent about to erupt into war. ] There is someone I would like to help, too, but he doesn't want to accept it.
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because he doesn't know that there's any changing it. ]
Why not? He doesn't want to burden you?
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she smiles. ]
That, and he doesn't want to endanger anyone. As if most of us don't face our own brands of danger.
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[ ... ]
But I can understand too. My worst nightmare is someone getting hurt because of my mess.
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[ she doesn't say it like it's a bad thing, more like something she's trying to piece together. ]
But I'm grateful to be able to get to know you as you are.
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[ he just laughs, not offended ]
People can be pretty complicated.
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[ she smiles. ]
I only hope you can learn to trust people more.
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Is that how you took your friend's refusal of your help? A lack of trust?
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[ she looks up at him through her eyelashes. ]
That's how I think you are.
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And our situations are different?
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Do you trust me?
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I trust that you are a good person, with the best intentions at heart.
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That's answer enough, isn't it? I wasn't going to be offended if you said no.
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My opinion wouldn't change. It's difficult to watch someone get hurt because of you, isn't it?
i hate you
But I don't think it's too difficult to see it's hard for you to trust.