agleam: vyco (pic#15706129)

[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-18 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Right. It's tough feeling like there's no good option, right? Even if we decided not to hurt anyone, even that brings a risk of someone else getting hurt as a result. I think it's worth being angry about.

[...]

And for what it's worth, I think you made the right choice.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-18 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Right... It must have been even worse if it was a friend doing it. I'm sorry, Claude.

[he blinks, though.]

What do you mean?
agleam: vyco (pic#15706129)

[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-18 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh... Right, Souji said something about that.

[another pause]

How - specific was it, exactly...?
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-18 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[after a second, he nods.]

You guys were probably too busy to talk about it during the trial, but - if anyone brought it up, either then or afterwards, did it seem like people were going to honor that?
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-18 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yes, I am.

[frowning a little.]

The connection is a little complicated, but it's basically - attached to another person, and that person would do anything to get away from it. He's been running for years. If he found a way to run to an entirely different world... [closing his eyes for a second] It took my entire kingdom in less than two days. I don't want to put any of you at risk for the same thing.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[awkward pause]

That's a really good question. But I can't just - run away or not do anything.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
No, not remotely.

[it's fine]
agleam: vyco (pic#15706131)

[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[after a second, he shakes his head.]

I'll figure it out. You don't need to worry about it, I'm sure it'll be fine.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm sorry. I don't know what to tell you. Sometimes the odds don't look great, but that doesn't mean I should give up.

[he takes a breath and nods.]

A few people have offered.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
I know it's not, but...

[he makes a face.]

If someone wants to help with a plan, I'm not going to say no, but I just think it's better for everyone if it's a plan I can carry out myself. If there's a connection between my home and everyone else's, and things go wrong... I'm just trying to keep you all safe.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah.

[he takes a breath.]

You're not the first one to... I mean, other people have told me they think I'm being stupid about this already. But I can't lose anyone else.
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[personal profile] agleam 2022-07-19 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
...Thanks.

[he sounds honestly appreciative, and after a moment:]

Sometimes - we have to make the hard choice because it's better for everyone else. I really wish it could be different, though. I'd have liked to see you guys again after this is over.

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