[ Why is this happening to him... He just wanted to tease Claude a bit and now he's being kissed again. Good thing he's too busy with the bedding and the books to see Nier simmer, but it's the usual flush on his cheeks, red-tipped ears, and furrow of his brow.
Thoughts are such a jumble? Of course, they are.
ineedtostopgettingflusteredsoeasilyit'sjustakissalittlefunandnothingmorebuthewascutewhenheoverreactedatfirstitsjustakissitwasniceiwantedtoteasehimabitanywaythisreallybackfireditwasniceilikeditmyfaceissohotitsprobablysuperredwhatdoievendonowkainepleasehelpme—I really do like him.
He sighs, then massages his temples. This is fine. He helps with the bedding. ]
You shouldn't kiss people so often.
[ nier: kissing your friend 3 times is too many ]
Edited (i can't type we are busy talking about exes in our cyoa chat) 2021-07-27 00:19 (UTC)
[ It isn't about holding hands. Nier is putting the freesia bulb in Claude's palm, and forces him to cup it. Feel all that hope and love from this small, seemingly fragile flower. He's giving this back. ]
It'd be a lie to say it doesn't make me happy. Especially if it's because you want to and you enjoy it.
[ Claude is thinking about how to hold the bedding and the flower without crushing it. ]
... It's nothing. Just my usual habit of overthinking.
[ Using the blanket as a sack to hold the books and the pillows, he hoists it up onto a shoulder with one hand, carefully holding the flower in the other. ]
In any case, I should get out of here before anyone realizes what I'm up to. You're sworn to secrecy, right?
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He places a hand on Claude's shoulder, then leans in to give him a kiss on the lips. ]
Have fun, Claude.
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2/2
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[ Another pat before he... Looks at the bed? I should disinfect this at least. ]
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[ ... ]
Kiss me?
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[ To escape from this. He's going. ]
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[ I need to find out. I hate hearing my own words used against me... ]
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[ He looks for the little spray in the room for the bed… ]
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Do you want to escape?
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[ I’m not a kid. Still fumbling with items. ]
What’s there to run from, anyway?
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[ Just. Takes his hands. ]
Do you think I'm going to make fun of you?
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[ Why are you taking his hands? He already explained why he’s a little nervous!! ]
I already said it was kind of embarrassing.
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And then he decides to be stupid, and lean down to give Nier a kiss of his own. ]
Okay, I'll let you be embarrassed then.
[ He's really going to yank off the bedding now. It very conveniently helps him carry all the books as well. ]
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Thoughts are such a jumble? Of course, they are.
ineedtostopgettingflusteredsoeasilyit'sjustakissalittlefunandnothingmorebuthewascutewhenheoverreactedatfirstitsjustakissitwasniceiwantedtoteasehimabitanywaythisreallybackfireditwasniceilikeditmyfaceissohotitsprobablysuperredwhatdoievendonowkainepleasehelpme—I really do like him.
He sighs, then massages his temples. This is fine. He helps with the bedding. ]
You shouldn't kiss people so often.
[ nier: kissing your friend 3 times is too many ]
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But I want to.
He doesn't say that, just peeking at Nier and trying not to smile too obviously. ]
Should I apologize?
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I provoked you, so it's fine. It's not like I hated it.
[ It's the opposite of that. ]
You remember you don't have to give me anything back, right?
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This conversation is still going it seems, because he gives Nier a puzzled look. ]
You do realize that... [ Wait, he can't say this out loud. I enjoy it. ]
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You really are shy. I wonder if I'll ever hear you say things like that yourself.
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I'm also cognizant of the fact that even though you might not want anything, that doesn't mean you don't deserve something.
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It'd be a lie to say it doesn't make me happy. Especially if it's because you want to and you enjoy it.
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But actually, he just looks thoughtfully at the flower.
Doesn't it bother you, that it'll only exist for a short time? ]
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What do you mean?
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... It's nothing. Just my usual habit of overthinking.
[ Using the blanket as a sack to hold the books and the pillows, he hoists it up onto a shoulder with one hand, carefully holding the flower in the other. ]
In any case, I should get out of here before anyone realizes what I'm up to. You're sworn to secrecy, right?
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Not going to tell me, huh.
[ Even though Nier isn’t sure what’s in store… Or if he’ll see Claude ever again after the chaos starts. ]
Yeah, though it’s very tempting to rat you out because I kind of let you get away with a lot.
[ Maybe too much? Nier comes closer to nuzzle the side of his head, avoiding the bulb. I will always like you, Claude.
Then he lightly bats his shoulder to shoo him off. Run, run. ]