[ applesauce is awful. the worst food in the world. ]
Oh. Yes. Somewhat. It-- Listen. I'm all for letting people keep their separate identities on the downlow, I've got my own shit where this is concerned, certainly. I mean, Emet-Selch got a bit of that one. Oof. Okay. I said it, but I heard it outloud and it's too soon, but you know. Erm.
My point is, if someone has a very dangerous murderous identity, a polite heads up next time to the person who was beheaded might go a long way?
[ he shrugs and tilts his head, while he thinks it over. ]
Both? Neither? I don't think it's generous, necessarily. And I'm not exactly okay with it. But one day I will be. And until then, I have to practice it, to make it through all this with everything I want about myself intact.
I mean I work hard to keep a certain life philosophy. I want to do right in the world, leave things better than I found them. I don't do that by getting too caught up in grudges and all that.
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I did notice you remembered your... previous relationship with Aikawa.
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Oh. Yes. Somewhat. It-- Listen. I'm all for letting people keep their separate identities on the downlow, I've got my own shit where this is concerned, certainly. I mean, Emet-Selch got a bit of that one. Oof. Okay. I said it, but I heard it outloud and it's too soon, but you know. Erm.
My point is, if someone has a very dangerous murderous identity, a polite heads up next time to the person who was beheaded might go a long way?
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You're right. I suppose I was worried you might've killed him out of revenge. Though I suppose I put you in danger in the process.
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Like I said, my revenge is limited to a few remarks. Really.
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Both? Neither? I don't think it's generous, necessarily. And I'm not exactly okay with it. But one day I will be. And until then, I have to practice it, to make it through all this with everything I want about myself intact.
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[ he nods ]
By "everything about yourself"...?
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[ he almost looks a bit guilty. ]
He take it badly when I said that?
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[ his head tilts ]
I've never really seen Aikawa get upset for his own sake.
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[ ... ]
I'm really not angry or anything.
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... How do you feel about it though?