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That's a stronger reaction than I expected. Why did he react like that when he touches me all the time? A forehead kiss is probably more friend-like than getting into bed with someone and holding them? I just wanted to, I can't tell which feelings are friendship and what's more.

I should focus. ]

I might go ahead and ask her then. Or the others at least, if they've got any ideas. I think Iris often has theories on what's going on around us.